Tuesday, May 27, 2014

The God Who Goes Ahead (The 2014 Summer Newsletter)

The following appears in the 2014 Summer Newsletter from St. Francis House (the Episcopal Student Center at UW-Madison), which you can check out - with lots of pictures - here. Additionally, if you would like to receive our twice-yearly newsletters directly, via either email or snail mail, send me a note, and I'll be glad to have you added. Thank you for your support! Peace. JRM+

I am sitting in my office chair, listening to a studier take a break on the piano in the lounge beneath my office. This moment, with its music, is beautiful. 

It’s finals week, and I know how difficult it can be during finals week to make time for beauty. Many students have already gone home for the summer. Others are busily hauling their belongings down sidewalks and into the trunks of their parents’ waiting SUVs. In the midst of joy and revelry, it is the lot of a few to stay behind by themselves and study for exams late on the schedule.

Finals pose a unique dilemma for the student left behind: the exams are all consuming - until they’re not. One student I spoke to this afternoon has two exams in the next twenty-four hours, then nothing. Still, she finds it hard to believe that the stress she is feeling right now will ever be over, much less in a single day, when she too will join the ranks of the joyous and begin busily hauling her belongings into the trunk of her parents’ waiting SUV.

The students already finished may be momentarily less stressed, but the end of it all brings its own set of challenges: relocation, the uncertainty of summer jobs, graduation for some, and - if nothing else - anticipation of the coming fall. 

So it was with amusement and appreciation that I started reading the first line of the gospel lesson appointed for this coming Sunday, graduation weekend. “Jesus said, ‘Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me.’” 

Jesus then tells his friends why they should not be afraid: Jesus himself goes ahead to prepare their place. 

It’s a gospel lesson frequently read at funerals, making it an especially fitting passage for finals week. But not just finals week. And not just death. Jesus’ words are for every moment in which we find ourselves aware of the limits of our sight. Each time we find ourselves in this life afraid for what might (or might not) come next - the unknown - we remember Christ’s promise: “I’m going ahead. By the time that you get there, I’ve been there. Don’t be afraid.” 

I was praying with colleagues on campus the other day, when one of them - himself not much older than a student - started praying. “Dear God, I’m praying with these leaders for students on this campus, and I’m realizing that it must have been at this very meeting, this very space, this same time of year, a few years ago, that the prayers we’re praying now were prayers prayed and heard for me. Before I knew you. And now I’m here. You are merciful. Father, I’m here because the others prayed like we’re praying now.”

Everywhere, the reminder: by the time we will get there, Jesus will have been there. 

With the reminder that God goes before us, we receive the assurance not that all will come out as we had hoped, but that nothing will separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus. We experience peace as we learn to measure our days by the love of this assurance.

The risen Christ goes ahead of us to prepare a place for us. Not just a reminder for students. A reminder for the Church in the face of an uncertain future; a hope for a world continuously perched on the precipice of its own disaster; an encouragement for parents who love the children whose lives they cannot predict and for the children of parents whose vulnerability comes as an unexpected surprise; a promise for those who risk themselves for others, not knowing the future possibilities of unexpected friendships. A reminder here, at the Episcopal House, as we continue our journey of reawakening and flourishing as a student community and through our commitment to serve the university community. We do not know the future, but we do know the Way. We have come to believe and to love the Way, the Truth, and the Life. Here is our hope. Here is life abundant.

On behalf of the whole Episcopal community at St. Francis House, we thank God for the blessing of walking this Way with you. We are grateful for your prayers, financial support, and friendship.

Jonathan+

Read the rest here.


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